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when i am alone by b33lz3bub
when i am alone
the grey takes over and all of those warm, comfortable memories of the lonely, empty wastes, 
the city with no name, and my palace appear. 

the kings are here. we merge and become the ruler of this place. i have no voice here, i am 
the background noise, the winds rappings and screams, the crowds chorus. 

no wars to wage in this world, only the two outside in the dust. the engine that keeps the 
endless horizon growing. i let them wear their blood thin. 

the carpet beneath my feet collapses into pits of bone and dust. i look down and the familiar horns and 
scratches appear on my skin. i double over as the vision brings back lapses of physical 
muscle memories -- the laughing, the confusion, the horror, the sheer ecstatic joy as these 
overwhelming emotions emerge. 

we all want to sing together, the three. crawling up the walls! we scratch them, we punch the 
concrete behind the sheets of endless roars and skulls - the pain is fantastic. 

the cockroaches creep out of the shadows to join us 

i pace around my throne as the hours tick by and the darkest shadows stretch along

this place is where i feel most like myself. i am honest here. 
merged by b33lz3bub
.."because the sky opened and god handed you directly to me"
10 years. fuck.

well it seems like over the course of my self-imposed exile the site started to wise up to the concept of phallic imagery being just as appropriate a medium through which one could express something as a set of spread, wet lips is. so that's good.

I may just attempt to return and start posting here again and being a part of things.

Expect a surge of work.

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: prefuse 73
  • Reading: The Case of Charles Dexter Ward
  • Watching: adventure time reruns
  • Playing: D3
  • Eating: spaghetti
  • Drinking: a vanilla/banana protein shake


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zraclooc Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2015
intoxik8 Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav dude, your drawings are making me wanna get back into it!
b33lz3bub Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2015  Professional General Artist
You goddamn should man!!! You're missed! I still think of you when I watch spaced or black books! Haha
intoxik8 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hehe, have you watched any 'Inside No 9'? I hear they started showing on TV in Aus a few weeks back, worth watching.
b33lz3bub Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2015  Professional General Artist
i shall have to look in to this!
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